blogMy Wish for Eternal Rest
Desperately willing my heart to stop beating,
I pray to a higher force.
I know suicide is considered cheating,
But I fear my life death has a set…
Panic
I can't stop my worries and fears of failure
Every night they keep me awake
A pressure that builds within my chest
A panic I can't escape
Loss of…
While Watching Waves
She sits all alone while staring at the waves.
Her thoughts cause tears to start forming.
Her mind and heart are in separate caves.
She isn't sure what…
I can't take it anymore
I ask myself the questions that haunt me.
"Why can't you see me drifting into insanity?"
"Do I mean that little to you?"
"Am I no longer worth…
My best friend
He has always been there for me
Always listened to my problems
Always lent a shoulder to cry on
He is my very best friend
Even to say my…
One last time
I've been so many people
I've been the bully and the victim
I've seen it from all the angles
But still can't get it out of my system
Please…
Desperation
Turn off the lights.
I don't want you to see my body.
Work only by touch and abandon your morals.
Each caress, each motion heightens our senses.
This night…
